What am I connected to beyond myself:
My kids
Real-ness in the world
What everyone really wants--love
What's missing?
Deep abiding relationships
People moving towards their "actual" wants
People are moving too fast
People are killing themselves
People are lying to themselves
And
Heartbreak is everywhere
Divorce/Kids
Churches
Gays
Corporations
The list goes on and on
Half-assing is everywhere
What's missing is the courage to step into the gaps
To stay with hurt
To do the work of healing at whatever the cost
No one is rescuing themselves so that they can BE powerful in the world
Life without meaning is the torture of restlessness and vague desires.
I'm done watching